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EELENG FION JUNWEI JOAN PAULINE SHUYI TERENCE
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It's been a really long time since i last posted.
Hasn't got the mood to do so lately.
shall not talk about bad past again.
It's kinda sad to talk about bad past.
Anyway baby's sick.
And my heart is really aching when i see her suffering from her sickness.
Why is she the one to get sick and not me.
I rather take all her sickness myself if i can rather than seeing her suffering.
God, please cure her from her sickness.
I don't want to see my baby suffering.
It's really very heart aching to see someone suffering especially the one you love the most.
Baby, i will really do anything for you as long as it'll make you happy.
It's heart aching to see you sad too.
Just let me know if you need anything and i'll definitely try my very best to get it for you no matter what.
And i want you to know that i'll always be here by your side no matter what happens.
Be it the worse of the worst.
I'll still be here to be your shelter and shield no matter how suffering it would be.
I rather suffer myself than seeing you suffer.
Seeing you suffer is more suffering for me.
Anyway bi really hope that you are reading this post.
I type it out with all the words from the bottom of my heart.
Bi loves you so much!
Take care of yourself and drink more water alright.
No heaty food for you.
No matter what you better avoid all those food and drink that you shouldn't eat or drink at all, alright?
And remember, i'll be happy as long as you're happy.
You're a big influence to my life.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY BABY! ♥
Things aren't going smoothly now days.
Baby is stress out with exams and studies.
And i'm stress out when i see baby like this.
Sigh.
Baby, can you let me cheer you up?
I know i'm irritating at times but that is because i care and i'm concern about you.
Baby, i want you to know that no matter what happens i'll always be here for you alright.
No matter where am i or how busy am i, i'll definitely be there for you.
I'll lend you a shoulder to lean on when you're feeling down.
I'll clean your tears for you if you're sad and down.
I'll listen to all your rants no matter how long is it.
I'll still love you as much no matter what.
AND I MEAN IT!
No matter what, i'll always be here for you alright.
I just want you to know that nothing can bring us down.
Our love will be the strongest of the strongest.
It just really pains me to see you like this.
I've never seen you so stress out before.
I'll try my very best to put myself in your shoes and understand how you feel.
I'll try my very very best to stop making you angry again.
My heart is just so aching now.
I can feel how you feeling now.
And i really hope you'll get over it and be fine soon.
I really don't want to see you like this.
I can't help but keep worrying about you.
Thinking how are you doing now, are you fine.
I can't help but keep thinking of it.
You are the only person that can stop me from thinking about it.
When you're happy, eventually i'll be happy too.
But if you're sad and down, i'll be sad and down too.
And i'm waiting for you to wake up to talk to you.
I'm willing to wait no matter how long.
I just want to hear your voice today and cheer you up.
Nothing can cheer me up except you.
BABY, NO MATTER WHAT I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU ALRIGHT.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY!
MUACKSSSSS! ♥
Hope you'll be fine soon. :((
Gonna pray hard for baby now!
Hope she'll be able to pass her exam today.
Baby, don't be stress alright.
I'll always be here by your side no matter what happens ok.
I'm praying real hard now!
Love you baby! ♥
Kinda bored right now.
Nothing much to update anyway.
Everyday is like the same to me.
Makes no difference to me.
Birthday is nearing, but i don't feel anything too.
It just feel like a normal day to me.
I guess not many people feel this way.
People feel happy when their birthday is nearing.
But i don't feel anything at all. -.-
Let's just put all the unhappy thing aside, blood boils.
Anyway it's a public holiday this friday.
So no need to go school!
I've been skipping school anyway. -.-
School is bored.
How i wish i can just stop studying right now.
But i know, future right?
I know i know, i know all about this.
But it just feels bored when i'm in school.
OMG, I MISS MY BABY NICOLE SO BADLY NOW.
I feel as if something is missing.
As i said, i feel as if something is missing when baby is not with me.
Only can get to see baby this coming thursday or friday.
Hope i'll get to see baby this coming thursday. :(
Can't wait any longer!
MISSING BABY SO MUCH! Sigh....:(
Baby i miss you. :(
BABY!
It's our 7th month anniversary now! :)
It's kinda sad, it's our 7th month anniversary but i'm at home. :(
Anyway happy anniversary baby! :)
I LOVE YOU BABY!
MUACKS!<3
This blog looks so dead.
I shall try by best to give it a live as i'm not in the mood to do anything now.
Missing my baby nicole so badly. :(
Suppose to meet baby today, but she's meeting her friends for her birthday celebration.
So everything is cancelled.
Feeling so bored.
Can't get to meet baby till sunday.
Although it's just 2 days away, but it seems so long.
Din have the chance to meet baby for this whole week due to her school project.
Busy doing project this whole week so din get the chance to meet.
That is why 2 days seems so long to me.
Can't wait to see baby again. :(
And baby's birthday is round the corner.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU IN ADVANCE BABY!
Although we do quarrel sometimes.
And i'm an idiot sometimes.
But no matter what i'll always love you alright!
And you'll always be my dearest baby right?
Don't need to tell me, i know that. :)
Although i'm not perfect in any way.
But i'll try my best to give you the happiness you want.
Same to you right?
Both of us shall put in efforts alright. :)
Shall end this post here as i'm not really in the mood for anything.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!
I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!
MUACKSSSSSSS!♥
Missing you so badly now. :(
Missing you so badly now. :(
First of all.
Today went to school for nothing.
I thought i could quickly finish my project, but today is national celebration.
I din know a single thing until i reach school. -.-
And baby's eyes are red.
Hope it's just normal sore eye not some infection thing.
Currently waiting for baby to get up from bed.
But she doesn't seem to be waking up by my spam calls.
Baby please wake up ASAP!
I bought eye drops for you!
OMG, i miss my baby Nicole so much. :(
It has been so long since i last updated.
Kinda lazy actually.
Din go to school for a few days/weeks lately. :x
ITE is really getting boring for me.
Was thinking of dropping out of school but baby don't allow me to. :(
So shall continue with school for another 1 year plus.
Hope that i can bear with it.
And i hope baby can cope with her projects too.
Jiayou baby!
Heard from baby that after YOG holidays hardly can meet up le.
Cos of her upcoming project. :(
Gonna miss baby like hell. :(
I MISS YOU BABY!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH! ♥