It's been a really long time since i last posted.
Hasn't got the mood to do so lately.
shall not talk about bad past again.
It's kinda sad to talk about bad past.
Anyway baby's sick.
And my heart is really aching when i see her suffering from her sickness.
Why is she the one to get sick and not me.
I rather take all her sickness myself if i can rather than seeing her suffering.
God, please cure her from her sickness.
I don't want to see my baby suffering.
It's really very heart aching to see someone suffering especially the one you love the most.
Baby, i will really do anything for you as long as it'll make you happy.
It's heart aching to see you sad too.
Just let me know if you need anything and i'll definitely try my very best to get it for you no matter what.
And i want you to know that i'll always be here by your side no matter what happens.
Be it the worse of the worst.
I'll still be here to be your shelter and shield no matter how suffering it would be.
I rather suffer myself than seeing you suffer.
Seeing you suffer is more suffering for me.
Anyway bi really hope that you are reading this post.
I type it out with all the words from the bottom of my heart.
Bi loves you so much!
Take care of yourself and drink more water alright.
No heaty food for you.
No matter what you better avoid all those food and drink that you shouldn't eat or drink at all, alright?
And remember, i'll be happy as long as you're happy.
You're a big influence to my life.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY BABY! ♥